SUNDAY OUR PASTOR’S wife, a pastor, preached and for the first time I understood what it means to be credited with righteousness as God credited Abraham. Romans 4:23-24. When we are credited with righteousness we are given what God gave Jesus. His power. God gave Abraham the gospel before it happened. Galatians 3:8. I didn’t even see this and I have read the New Testament several times. But there it was. Our human spirit wants to close out the goodness of God so we must always be refreshed by the word: by reading His word and hearing His word, we are renewed. I probably have the Spirit of Christ in me but I don’t know I have the Spirit of Christ. This is the battle.

IN November of last year I began to be under serious attack. A very painful months followed. Physical problems began to besiege me. But God. In late January I had taken some pictures of myself, for the first time in 20 years I let my hair grow long and it was getting curlier. As I was going through the pictures I was going to delete one and something told me not to. When I enlarged it on my 23 inch computer screen, there above my head was an angel. It was amazing. God’s blessing to let me know He is watching out for me. In the deepest pain God gives me a very special blessing. This angel is very obvious. She has facial features and a feathered wing on the right side and a wing on the left that appears to have been moving. She can be seen shining, in white, and as you move forward, she is ice blue.

TRUST IN THE LORD: TRUST IS A SMALL WORD, ONLY 5 LETTERS WITH A BIG, BIG, BIG MEANING. TRUST IN GOD IS TO PUT YOUR HOPE IN HIM AND EXPECT THE BEST AND THEN LET GO OF IT. IT SOUNDS SIMPLE BUT IT’S NOT EASY. IT TAKES PRACTICE AND WATCHING GOD WORK IN YOUR LIFE. TRUST IS THE ULTIMATE PAYOFF WITH GOD. KNOWING GOD WILL DO WHAT’S RIGHT FOR YOU. ROMANS 8:28 IS PROOF OF WHAT TRUST BRINGS: AND WE KNOW THAT IN ALL THINGS GOD WORKS FOR THE GOOD OF THOSE WHO LOVE HIM, WHO HAVE BEEN CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE.

PAUL SAYS: FORGETTING WHAT IS BEHIND AND STRAINING TOWARD WHAT IS AHEAD. I PRESS ON TOWARD THE GOAL TO WIN THE PRIZE FOR WHICH GOD HAS CALLED ME HEAVENWARD IN CHRIST JESUS. I WANT SO BADLY TO PRESS ON TOWARD THE GOAL TO WIN THE PRIZE FOR WHICH GOD HAS CALLED ME. FOR SO MANY YEARS I DID SO MUCH MINISTRY AND I MISS IT. I WAS SO CONTENTED WORKING TOWARD THE GOAL FOR GOD. NOW MANY YEARS LATER I STRUGGLE TO BE SURE I AM DOING WHAT GOD HAS CALLED ME TO DO. GOD IS SO AMAZING HE CONSTANTLY PUTS PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WHEN I NEED ENCOURAGEMENT.

JESUS SAID IN MATHEW10:23 “I TELL YOU THE TRUTH YOU WILL NOT FINISH GOING THROUGH THE CITIES OF ISRAEL BEFORE THE SON OF MAN COMES.” ISRAEL, I THINK, IS MORE ON THE MAP THAN IT HAS EVER BEEN. THANKS TO OUR PRESIDENT WE ARE STANDING WITH ISRAEL. IT’S NO ACCIDENT HE WAS ELECTED AT THIS TIME AND HAS A JEWISH SON-IN-LAW. THE MEDIA PUTS OUR PRESIDENT DOWN CONSTANTLY. WE KNOW THAT THE WRITER OF PSALMS WASN’T PERFECT EITHER BUT GOD USED HIM, MIGHTILY. I PRAY FOR OUR PRESIDENT TO FOLLOW GOD AND BRING OUR COUNTRY BACK.